I feel as if I am obscessing too - but then I figure, I am trying to relearn how to eat, which is something I spent over 30 years doing incorrectly - it's something we all have to do to survive, it's not somethig we can just quit cold turkey (like smoking - not that that is easy either). We will always have to eat and deal with food - so we always will have to learn to live with it. Dealing with the mind issues and perspectives is a big part of this - I wish you much luck on figuring it out - if you do, let me know - it will probably help me too!