Cindaian's Journal, 12 May 14

I've continued to gain weight since having to decide to give up my grandbabies for adoption to others rather than adopting them & continuing to raise them with & AS my own children. Last week, I finally started the process to seek help for dealing with the depression & emotional roller coaster I've been on for the last YEAR with this issue.
70.5 kg Lost so far: 5.7 kg.    Still to go: 7.0 kg.    Diet followed: Poorly.

View Diet Calendar, 12 May 2014:
2035 kcal Fat: 74.65g | Prot: 70.86g | Carbs: 281.26g.   Breakfast: Hostess Crumb Donettes, Fiber One Chewy Bars - Oats & Chocolate, Water, Egg. Lunch: Fiber One 90 Calorie Brownies - Chocolate Fudge, Caltrate 600+D Calcium Supplement, Nature's Way Fenugreek Seed Capsules, Quaker Cereal Bars - Strawberry Crisp, Green Peas (Frozen), High Liner Foods Basil Pesto Tilapia. Dinner: Sunshine Cheez-It Original Snack Crackers, Jet-Puffed Candy Eggmallows, Papa John's 14" Thin Crust Pizza - Cheese, Steamfresh Meals for Two Grilled Chicken in Roasted Garlic Sauce with Fresh Frozen Vegetables. more...
2258 kcal Exercise: Walking (slow) - 3/kph - 20 minutes, Sitting - 13 hours and 49 minutes, Sleeping - 7 hours and 51 minutes, Driving - 1 hour and 30 minutes, Standing - 30 minutes. more...
Gaining 1.1 kg a Week

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That is an incredibly tough decision to make. Look after yourself. I'm sure you made the best decision for their care and love as well as for yourself. 
12 May 14 by member: Alex_is_Hawks
That's really tough. Hope thinks settle down for you. 
12 May 14 by member: Sarah Bru
As bad as you loved those grandbabies how would you of been able to keep up with them when they start driving and dating and all the school activities. Hopefully you can still be in their life like a grandparent should.  
12 May 14 by member: LorLie2014
Super hard, but only you are capable of making the best choice for them. Someone grateful is sure to love them and thank you for making that decision, so they could have something that that they may never of had. You gave them a precious gift. 
13 May 14 by member: rdzins
Thanks for the support everyone. It was all very helpful. :) 
14 May 14 by member: Cindaian

     
 

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