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19 June 2009

18 June 2009

Again I woke up this morning with a give-up attitude. So much so that I made plans to go to Burger King for breakfast with the $5 I have in my purse. Just woke up feeling kind of defeated and dare I say, grumpy. My natural response to bad emotions is to eat - eat bad foods. I'm looking for that lift - which will quickly turn into a bad low that will again require more food to make me feel better. A horrible cycle that has gotten me to exactly where I am. Nearly 300 lbs and miserable in my skin.

Good news - I didn't go to Burger King. I made myself a yummy smoothie for breakfast, had an apple for a snack, and will be heading to Subway with my $5 for lunch. Part of the reason for my upturn in attitude about my eating was getting on the scale and seeing another drop. It gave me the boost I needed to keep going. Man, I really can't wait until my natural response is to want to eat to live and not live to eat. I remember being there. I actually lost about 100 lbs about 6 years ago. Then I had babies and everything I learned was thrown out the window to a new attitude of "eating for two" despite my doctors telling me that this was a misconception. I must retrain my brain.

Love fatsecret. :-)

17 June 2009

17 June 2009

16 June 2009



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