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01 July 2009

Down another 2 lbs today! Feeling really motivated to keep going. So close to being done with the 260's - only three more lbs to go. I only most recently entered the 270's and have spent a LONG time in the 260's before that. I can't wait to be rid of it!!!!!! Maybe by the weekend? Or at least by next week.

I'm feeling so good about myself these last few days. I spent some time looking at myself yesterday and realized that there are a lot of things about my physical self that I like. I've spent so much time in self-hatred that this is really new to me. I was once at goal weight and when I look back at those pictures I can see that I looked GOOD! Sadly, I don't ever remember a time in my life that I liked my body. How sad is that? I hope this new self-liking will follow me down to my goal weight and I will truly appreciate the way I look. Know what I mean? I think by always being dissatisfied with myself I've always treated my body poorly. Today I went into the staff kitchen and there are Cheez-Its and candy and cinnamon rolls - and I wanted it all for about 10 seconds. Then I realized that if I love myself and want to take care of my health (and for my kids!!!) that I will choose foods that will help my body, not hurt it. Off to Subway I went. :-)

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