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03 October 2011

Still working on getting my intake volume under control. The Spike Diet gives me some allowance for days that are out of hand but the goal is to limit that day to once a week and really spike it. This week should be easier because I'm going up north this weekend to see my uncle. It'll be mostly just Saturday away from home.

I finally bit the bullet and bought a chin-up/pull-up bar this weekend. I'm really excited to start the 20 pull-up challenge. I've wanted a bar for a while but when the ex was living with me he always told me that it wasn't worth buying one of the over the door ones. Well, don't have to worry about his opinion any more. They're perfect for woman because they don't end up too high up and they hold up to 300#. I'm not worried about breaking it, although I could see how some people would worry. Anyway, I printed out the challenge and I'm starting... ASAP. Right now I've been playing with it every time I walk by. Chin-up, walk away. LOL

FYI, I did not get a motorcycle this weekend. I'm holding off until after the trip to my uncle's. He's a big motorcycle guy and will be able to give me good opinions (and maybe find me a deal).

Back to work! Happy Monday!!

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30 September 2011

Our internal system is down at work so here's a quick recap of my night.

Rebound guy came over last night. We had a fantastic time! We went out for Mexican food because I promised him nachos and margaritas. Great idea! Plus, as it turns out, margaritas are half off on Thursdays at the place in town. Score! We came back and played one of my favorite video games of all time, Conker's Bad Fur Day. Which, if you haven't played it, was released for the N64 back in the day. Then we played Guitar Hero Metallica. Guitar Hero is a great way to listen to music AND play a video game at the same time. Since this guy started out as a concert buddy we obviously have similar tastes in music. There was some adult time thrown in there as well, which is also great with him. And thus pretty much the perfect date. LOL. But hey, I'm a sucker for video games, nachos, and margaritas. He left around 9 last night so that he could get home and finish packing. Wish he could have stayed longer but it is a solid hour drive back to his place so I understood. And I got to get plenty of sleep.

So, he moves today and I am OK with that. He was certain that we would text and that he would "holler at me." Aw, I love dorks. So, if I don't see him before I'm holding out that his buddy will throw a halloween party. And he'll probably be back for a couple weeks in-between training and overseas. Getting drunk off of half-off margaritas? Yeah, that's a plan.

OK, that was less quick than I was planning. Back to work as the system is probably back online now.

HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!

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29 September 2011

I've been doing alright with eating but for some reason want to sit around and snack when I'm home instead of doing anything else. Last night I wanted to clean some and instead sat down and watched Daria. Which was pretty great... but not as productive.

As it's Thursday now my weekend is coming into place. Tonight rebound guy is coming over for the last time before he moves. I was going to go see him but he wanted to do it this way. If he tries to bail, I'll drive out there. Tomorrow I'm meeting my mom to do a little shopping. Saturday going motorcycle shopping in the afternoon and hanging out with some awesomes at night. Sunday will probably be spent doing laundry at my parents' house. LOL. Ah the weekend. Took it long enough to get here! Oh and maybe we'll get lucky and see the Lions win again.

Happy Thursday All!

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27 September 2011

I feel like I should update yesterday's angry mood. Rebound boy and I talked last night briefly (like 10 mins tops). I pretty much told him how I felt, he apologized, I asked how he felt, and we agreed to get together on Thursday. When we officially make plans I will be driving out to see him I decided. I'm pretty reliable so no excuses! Plus he's moving Friday so I know he's going to have more on his plate then he thinks and probably try to cancel again. All's well in the world.

Going out to look at motorcylces this weekend with one of my maintenance buddies. I figure someone who knows anything about fixing anything is better than me. Plus he's really excited for me and already said I could store the bike at his place until the spring. Double win!

Probably more I'd like to update on... but I'll run and get some work done. Happy Tuesday? LOL Yes, Happy Tuesday all!

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26 September 2011

I am having an angry day. Much of the weekend was spent sulking and I'm totally over sulking.

I've been rebounding since my relationship with a dude who's pretty cool. He moves to Chicago this weekend so that'll kind of put an end to everything. But I'm livid right now with him. He hung out with me on Thursday and that was cool. Friday he sort of blew me off but it was OK because we didn't really have anything set in stone. Saturday he definitely bailed on me when we DID have plans. But he waited until 7 at night to tell me. That's kind of shadey in itself. Sunday he had plans already so whatever, I wasn't planning on seeing him at all. But since he bailed on me Saturday I figured we should make plans or something for later. So he's supposed to come over tonight. I told him to make it up to me he needs to spend the night. He doesn't have a job or anything so whatever right? This he agreed to yesterday and because of that I kind of let Saturday night slide. No sense getting worked up over a non-relationship. Today he tells me that he can't stay over. He has to get ready for his move. I respect that. BUT for christ sake, I work in the morning, get up and leave when I do. You'll get home early anyway. I told him that I was unhappy but he should come over tonight. I also told him to expect a conversation about respect and friendship. We're friends and I deserve respect. That's pretty much all I want to say. I'm not asking for "girlfriend" amount of respect. I'm asking for plans to get followed through with or at least cancelled at a decent hour. I could have left town this past weekend but I didn't because I thought we were going to hang out.

Vent vent vent. Angry. I don't think he's coming over tonight. He's going to be a baby and not talk about respect and friendship.

On the plus side, I remember why I enjoyed my relationship with Paul so much. I never had to play these stupid games or worry about him bailing on me. He drove me crazy when it was all said and done but at least I believed it when he said that we'd hangout.

Am I being irrational? Cuz I sometimes I feel like I am but I would be angry with any of my friends if they did this to me. That's not irrational. Right?

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