On November 6, 2010, I visited the doctor after not having a cycle for nearly 90 days. The doctor was concerned about my health. She went over my weight records she had on file for the past three years and it was upsetting. My weight had continued to climb and climb, gradually and steadily, throughout the years. Then, she pointed out my acne on my face. Now I was embarassed. Acne had been something I have dealt with since I was a teenager. I sat in my chair not knowing what to say. Her comments stirred anger within me, however, I knew she was right. It was the kick in the butt I so needed to hear. Then, she asked about my diet. I was ready to give it to her here, because I felt I really had been doing well. I recited the breakfast fruit smoothies I had been making, peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, and the boxed or frozen meals Jon and I were sharing for supper. To my dismay, this didn't impress her one bit. She shook her head, "There's way too many carbs there girl."

Today, I am armed with these tools, as well as fatsecret. I have made it through Christmas and continue to lose weight. I am in control. I have the will to make a change and better my life. To better my life for myself, my present family, my future children, my work, my passion, my drive. I welcome 2011 with open arms. This will be the year. I know it.

Goal 1: 225 lbs - would like to reach by 2/1/11 - Attained!
Goal 2: 210 lbs - the weight my dr. will begin infertility tx