My name is Marissa. I have been heavy most of my life but exceedingly more in the past year. Im at my heaviest EVER! 227lbs-yikes! The heaviest parts of me are my 'humungus' thighs(with dimples, not the cute ones either), and my upper arms (I can fly to NY for free with these). And lately, Ive noticed the fat hanging on the side of my breasts under my arms (not cool at all). I just let myself go after my divorce in 2005 and up, up, up the scale I went and now I want to go down, down, down...I do have fibromyalgia, which is very painful but I dont want the meds so Im trying everything else. They say that meat will make me hurt more and that Im doing the wrong diet, but I did Atkins in the 90's and lost 30lbs in the 1st month. I appreciate any help or ideas from anyone, please! I AM DESPERATE!!!!!