I have always been on the heavy side...even as a kid. After ending a 6 year relationship and having a child, I have ballooned to almost 200 lbs...and I'm only 5'... I want to gain the self confidence that I once had. I want to feel sexy again. Most of all I want to feel good about myself and be able to get out there and start dating again. I'm 25 and I feel like I'm 60.