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Well, I have received some bad news from the powers that be.
It looks like I have taken a few unexpected hits in a row to my finances. I was rolling with the blows initially, but this last one was one I simply couldn't roll with. All therapy and medical treatment will have to stop. The diet will have to be modified. Expenses will need to be reduced as much as possible. Hell, I may even have to stop my internet. In my mind that is a necessary expense, but how the hell am I supposed to keep up with the bills?
The only choice I have is to find a second job. I worked so hard that I had an emotional and physical break down the last time I did that, but there is no way I can fund my current life style which is already minimal when you factor out the medical expenses and testing. I can easily cut my food expenses down, just eat a lot of processed, refined foods. That'll do it!
I will try to keep the diet and exercise plan going as previously planned, but I may have to adjust intakes as I cannot afford that much lean protein. The cost and the diminishing returns just don't mesh well.
To be honest, this is just an emotional rambling and I'm not sure what to do. I just want to succeed in life, and every time it looks like things are getting better I get dealt another bad hand.
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