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I am back... sort of. This is the preparation for coming back to FS. I know it did not need to be this way, but I just could not do everything at the same time...
I am in the sixth week of the eight-week term. When this term ends, my journey ends too. It means my current primal commitment will be end. I can spend more time on other things, and there are many things that has to be taken cared too. FS is one of them.
I am not doing workout; I am not cooking well and not eating well. The last time I checked my weight a couple of weeks ago, it was 118. I think it was due to muscle loss. I feel and know that I am heavier than 118 now, and I am scared to face to the fact. At the same time, I know I should know my weight. Besides, there is a formal event in early November. I want to be look good on that day and in pictures.
So, here is what I am going to do. On the last day of this term, 10/23, I will check my weight. Meanwhile, I may re-introduce workout in my life, eat better, and cook more often, as much as possible. I am scared to know my weight already...!
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