lisaducharme236's Journal, 01 Jan 24

I rejoined Red Mountain Weight Loss. I had success with losing 40 pounds in 4 months with them before.

I start back January 5th. I’m going to weigh in weekly and that will keep me accountable.

I deleted my dating apps. As much as I want to find love. I realize I need to focus on myself. At my current weight I’ve been attracting only men with a ‘fat fetish’. Where they say “ oh you look fabulous no need to loose weight.”

I have come to realize it’s either a fetish or an insecurity. I had an ex who didn’t want me to lose weight in fear I would get hot suddenly and leave him.

If you can’t be supportive of someone’s goals to better themselves then it’s not love.