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DECEMBER 26, 2013: I had an angry workout today. I was seriously pissed off! Pretty much worked out all my FU's though through my work out, and it calmed me down so that's good. :) But what got me soo upset was it seems that every freaking time I start up a healthy routine, something challenges me - some family emergency, some work emergency, just SOMETHING to try and pull me away and drain me. Even my husband was getting paranoid saying if I start working out, something bad is going to happen (half-kidding as we are not so narcissistic as to think the the universe will just collapse because lil' ol me is back on a health kick, but it sure is weird sometimes).
Well today, as I tied up my workout shoes and started the workout video, the phone rang, and like clockwork, it was about a health emergency which immediately cut my vacation short, and now I have to figure out how to balance this new problem and my work. Filled with sadness and anger, I decided not to let this defeat me. I told myself, the universe can just suck it and go to hell. I HAVE to take care of myself. The last five years have been about me taking care of others, and spreading myself too thin. Not anymore. I will have to let some things fall through the cracks, but not my health. Not anymore. So I shed a few tears as I did push-ups and I punched extra hard with my air punches, and jumped a little higher during the aerobic portion. Basically looked like a chubby maniac that had no problem reaching her target heart rate today during the routine.
Tomorrow will be a bit more challenging but I WILL find a way to workout, I WILL push crappy kharma out my way and do it.
BTW: Fatsecret UI is the best, but when when when are they going to get synced up with calorie burning data devices like bodymediaFIT (AKA: Bodybugg)
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