HI Blue. I am back from 3 weeks in Uruguay and feel very much like you do. I wrote about the trip and what I learned on my page if you want to read it. As you can see from my page, I put on about 7-8 pounds. THis is the result of contaminated air water and food. I am grateful to be back where I am not feeling like am being poisoned.
whatever is going on now will change. Constant change is the nature of the universe…..so…know that you will be doing better soon. bellcurvz