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I saw an old high school friend at an indoor water park. She looked slimmer than she had in high school. And i weight about 45 lbs heavier. I made no eye contact with her because of how embarrassed I was. Went to try on clothes. Even the size 14s didn't fit. I just don't know what has happened to me. I don't want to be fat because I don't feel good about myself, I feel like it puts my marriage in jepordy, my job in sales is at risk. And I am a lousy parent because all I can think is how embarrassed my kids must be to have me as their mom.
I have no support system.
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89.4 kg
Lost so far: 0.5 kg.
Still to go: 21.3 kg.
Diet followed: Poorly.
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View Diet Calendar, 01 January 2011:
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1697 kcal
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Fat: 119.70g | Prot: 74.46g | Carbs: 84.23g.
Breakfast: cocktail sausages. Dinner: five guys cheeseburger. Snacks/Other: avocado, garden vegetable cream cheese, bagel thins. more...
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Losing 0.2 kg a Week
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Holy moly! I feel the same way about my marriage, kids, social life and job. I used to sell nutritional supplements. But after my weight gain I've put it to the side. No one will take me serious. This also puts financial stress on our marriage. I lack support as well. Husband says just work harder no need to workout that's a waste of time and money. My family live by but are so judgmental to what I eat and what I do. I cannot confine in them. Message me here or by email. I really want my life back and could use the support
01 Jan 11 by member: shellysue55
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Would love to support you both as it is a New Year, and it's perfect for new beginnings. Let me know. :)
01 Jan 11 by member: runnette
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