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so I will not be weighing in today
I had breakfast too early/before weighing in
today I HAVE to go on a walk
I will be cleaning my room and setting up school stuff as my main goal
what if I am still fat- like really fat- and no one is telling me?
what if people are just complimenting me on my weight because they've noticed a change, not because I'm actually skinny, not because I actually look good... what if they're complimenting the progress not the result?
I'm going to have peach cobbler and salad for dinner with a small slice of pizza- no lunch- no snacks
I'm full.
I want to be talked about.
I want to post a picture of myself after all this time offline and for people to go 'Oh my God'
I want my family members to look and me and talk amongst themselves- for one to compliment me when I see them and for another to join in commenting on how different I look.
isn't it selfish? maybe it is. maybe it's just sick. I'm literally so desperate to be noticed as something better- no- more appealing? even though I was happier than before.
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58.1 kg
Lost so far: 25.4 kg.
Still to go: 0 kg.
Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
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777 kcal
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Fat: 35.74g | Prot: 22.68g | Carbs: 73.11g.
Breakfast: Countryside Creamery Sweet Cream Salted Butter, Parkay Margarine, Smucker's Blueberry Syrup, Log Cabin Maple Syrup , Egg, PAM Original No-Stick Cooking Spray, Bisquick Blueberry Pancakes. Dinner: Bellatoria Pizza Margherita Pizza. Snacks/Other: Sheila G's Brownie Brittle. more...
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steady weight
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