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15 July 2010
I never thought that I would have a hard time hitting my RDI. Today was a busy day, and while I ate what I thought was too much, I only had about 60% of my RDI so I then ate a peanut butter sandwich, a grilled chicken breast, cottage cheese, and yogurt. I am very full haha. I didn't get to eat any full bars today and I think that's why I had a hard time. I didn't want to fill up my calories with junk food, so I'm glad that I made the choices that I did.
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13 July 2010
I'm hoping that I will be able to weigh myself at the doctor's office because most scales don't go up to my weight. In February before my miscarriage I was 412lbs. I am hoping I am the same or smaller now, because I don't know if I could handle being bigger than that.
I've noticed my skin being VERY broken out since starting this 5 days ago. I'm not sure if it's my body flushing out toxins, or because of my menstrual cycle....either way I would like it to stop.
Sean doesn't understand my embark on a weight-loss journey. He feels that he should be eating the full bars, eating rice cakes, and drinking the acai lemonade too. He's 245, I weight almost two of him and NEED this extra help. He could be riding his bike, encouraging me to take walks with him, but instead he's trying to get me to eat fast food all of the time. Not helping me say no to my cravings, but egging them on. He secretly buys food and either won't tell me or he lies about it. It frustrates me so much because if he lies to me about food, what else is he lying about? If I can not count on him for support with this, who can I?
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13 July 2010
Well her I am; 21 years old and 412 pounds.
I have an obsessive compulsive eating disorder which for the past 5 years I have been pretty good about keeping under control.
In highschool I stayed in the 320-350 range that fluctuated with the seasons. I was happy with my life, but unhappy with my body. At 19 I became pregnant with my fantastic daughter Charlotte....I was 368 at the time. By the time I delivered(by c-section) I was 411 pounds and miserable with myself. 31 pounds lost in just 6 weeks after having Charlotte. I was looking better, feeling better, but still self conscious about my new fat apron from my c-section. I kept that off for a good 3 or 4 months but with finals and getting pregnant again, I gained most of it back. I had a miscarriage in February which set me into a depression and back to my overeating.
So I'm 1 pound heavier than I was the day I delivered my daughter. I NEVER thought I would go over 400 pounds. I feel like a whale. I feel useless and unattractive. I feel like I'm mobile, I love walks with my daugher and boyfriend, but I wish sometimes that I could run.
(7 comments)
13 July 2010
Weight:
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Diet followed:
186.9 kg
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50.8 kg
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