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05 January 2010
Today I start a journey which has only taken me about 30 years to come to...even now I dont know if this is what i want, even though i know i have to do this.....baby steps they keep telling me, but even those baby steps are hard to do at the moment...I have no alternative but to loose the lard that my poor legs have to carry (when possible)and yet I dont want to die young, ohmy i am frightened of what lays ahead..is it right for one to feel like this....
was also thinking - when did i allow this to happen, ???? i cannot remember - what was it that led me to the state I am in - hmmmmmm - maybe this journey will be my discovery of living again and being happy. I dont even know what diet i should be following - afterall I just do my own thing because every diet i choose to follow, inevitably i fall off the wagon so to speak and BAM i am back where i started if not even bigger....ughhhhhhhh, this makes me so sad and mad at myself...
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