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19 May 2012
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46.5 kg
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6.5 kg
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steady weight
15 May 2012
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46.5 kg
0.5 kg
6.5 kg
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Gaining 0.1 kg a Week
10 May 2012
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46.4 kg
0.6 kg
6.4 kg
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Gaining 2.1 kg a Week
09 May 2012
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46.1 kg
0.9 kg
6.1 kg
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Gaining 1.2 kg a Week
07 May 2012
i remember crying when i ate, in a strip mall food section. and then after taking in as much bites as i culd manage i thru the rest away, i was determined to eat normally and healthy. i remember being on a leaders camp and feeling so frustrated, i just wanted to eat, without inhibition, carelessly, freely, without all the ed crap.
i miss that.
the reality of anorexia is not a happy picture. wat you put your body thru, its damaging. i dont want that. i dont want to spontaneously die cos my bodys eating my heart for food. i wish i could wake up and want to eat. and accept my weight is safe but not healthy, accept 50kg is a good weight to be, the bottom of a healthy weight for me.
but i just cant. i dont really know why i have an ed. i just do. i dont even really want to be thin anymore. i hate eating. yes i want to loose weight. but more than that i want to be free from the compulsion to eat.
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