Hello....I am sad to say that I am actually a Lifetime Member of Weight Watchers. I lost over 50 pounds 4 years ago and in the past 2 years have gained most of it back. I think I gained it back for a number of reasons. 1 - I moved to a different state and had a lot of changes in my home life. 2 - I was watching Biggest Loser and they said that you have to deal with the emotional reasons you gained weight otherwise you will just gain it back. 3 - I used my health status as an excuse. I am in Stage 4 renal failure. So, I am trying to get back on track and find that motivated person who was intensely focused for over 2 years on weight loss. I constantly ask myself, "Where did that person come from, and where did she go to?". I would love to communicate with others out there so please email me. Sharlette