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Well, I've gained 26 pounds in the past 9 months and I'm not even pregnant!!!!! Wow, the past year and a half have been really tough for me and my body! I stopped running, stopped eating healthy, stopped doing my hobbies. I just stopped everything and became a couch potatoe - I feel like I'm in a nightmare - please someone wake me up!
There have been times in the past after I lost all my weight (from 255 down to 138) that I would look in the mirror and think to myself I would wake up one day and all the weight would be back. And then I would vow that would NEVER happen. Well, it seems like that is what is happening now. I hate this so much. I worked so hard for so long to get in shape and lose all this unhealthy weight. I was even invited to a Red For Women luncheon to talk about all the weight I lost and how I did it. Believe me when I say - losing it is EASY - keeping it off has been the biggest challenge of all.
But, once again I am wiping the dirt off me (from falling off the wagon, per say) dusint myself off and strapping on my sneakers - it's time to get pissed off and make sure the fat monster doesn't win!
Went to the doctor this morning to get myself back on track. My mother was an overweight, depressed individual who took her life back when I was 15. I have made it my mission to become a rule model for my daughter and not make the same mistake my mother did, no self pitty here - time to take action - and do this right - right now!
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905 kcal
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Fat: 18.50g | Prot: 54.50g | Carbs: 128.50g.
Breakfast: zone bar. Lunch: Market Creations Chicken Poblano. Dinner: zone bar. Snacks/Other: pretzel crisps, yoplait original. more...
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