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Today is the procedure (colonoscopy/gastrocopy). The crap that they made me take (pugo-dan) made me very ill and retching for 14 hours starting at 4 am Wed night with me running to the bathroom. Even though I was drinking a lot I still wound up really dehydrated with a headache to go with it.
Boyfriend now thinks he has permission to tell me that i was full of shit because I lost 7 lbs in this ordeal. I am allowing my self to eat whatever i want tonight then its back to restricted to lose the rest of what I need to lose for the surgery in 2.5 weeks. Doctor is putting me on an alfalfa/spinach/cucumber/a FEW almonds and a piece of fish or chicken that I can put in my salad (dressing is a tbsp of olive oil and as much vinegar/lemon juice/seasonings that I want). Going to have to work out a bit even if it hurts.
I am not too nervous about the one for the "bottom" I am more nervous about the one that goes down my throat.
But at this point I am so hungry I just want it over. I WANT A BURGER.
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