ok, ive done this 5 hundred thousand million bajillion times... here i go again... what makes this time different? 11-11-11 (my bday!)
this date is my last chance. ive decided that i am so sick and tired of the weight loss battle that if i dont achieve it by my 27th bday, i am giving up. i will no longer let this weight control my life.i will just learn to be content with my body. bc if i cant get control over this weight in the 15 or so years i have been battling it, then i guess i never will. i feel like the nexr 12 weeks are SO worth a lifetime of success and happienss.
now im not saying that im gonna lose a bunch of weight and be done with it. i am still in the process of learning how to live a low carb lifestyle and so this will always be an ongoing maintenence for me. i just REALLY want this! i need this.
wish me luck ;)
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