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Taking a slightly longer than necessary lunch at work. Sat outside in the incredibly strong wind for a while and relaxed. I don't do that enough. Did it a lot this weekend though and I think I want to work it into my life again more. Nature is awesome.
Talked to the BF last night for 2 hours straight. I worked hard to listen to all of his fears and ideas as well as share my own. It went well. It was the first time in a long time that when I got off the phone with him I felt good. When I woke up today I still felt good. Part of everything going on is me dealing with myself as a person. I'm learning that I don't have to feel guilty for being happier living alone. I'm trying to let go my negative feelings towards myself so that I can actually see the love that I do have for other people. Funny, people say that you can't love someone until you love yourself all the time and I always figured that I loved myself. I guess I do, I just never forgive myself. And that's what I'm learning.
These next two weeks will be great if everything keeps going the way it is. Going to have a short day at work on Thursday for a couple of appointments. Flying to Seattle on Saturday. Short week next week having Monday off for Seattle. Nonpoint concert next Thursday with a couple of Dans. And I might call in Friday just because I can. Then a trip to the BFs to determine where to go from here. It pretty much all comes down to me finding a job in Ohio. And now... well... I'm looking but I'm also looking elsewhere.
My next goal is to get back into working out. Again. This I think can happen :)
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1781 kcal
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Fat: 75.28g | Prot: 129.71g | Carbs: 164.20g.
Breakfast: body fortress, milk. Lunch: low fat ranch, romain, green pepper, cucumber, feta, chicken breast. Dinner: cake, pork loin, red beans and rice. Snacks/Other: colby jack cheese, bread 40, peanut butter. more...
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1670 kcal
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Exercise:
Housework - 2 hours, Resting - 14 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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