kziemianski's Journal, 12 Aug 11

Good Morning!!

I am in a great mood this morning! The random girl I met at the Bobaflex show posted pictures as I'm re-living the night in all it's drunken glory. Lets just say that the alcohol made a lot of my pictures pretty bad but hilarious! So yeah, great mood.

BF came up last night. We stayed up and talked for a while about things. Not sure what's going to happen now but there is some weird tension. Most of the things that drive me nuts about him are easily fixable he just never really tried in the past. But even just yesterday I could see him trying a little harder. For example he actually took his shoes off in the apartment (HUGE pet peeve) and he shut the door when he went to the bathroom (I mean, come-on privacy please). I know he's willing to work with me to feel more appreciated. I think it's just hard for him since he was the little brother (by a good margin) and his dad left when he was young so he was momma's little boy. He definitely has both little brother and only child tendencies. But at the same time I'm not sure how much longer we're gonna try. I'm thinking of expanding my job search area so that I can stay in R&D. My career is going to be at least the next 30 years of my life; if I fuck it up now that's a lot of regret.

BUT! Comic-con tomorrow and sunday!! Got my costume ready. I had to make a new crown last night and it looks 10000000x better than the first one. Plus it's attached to a headband so I don't have to pin it into the wig. Legit. AND! Half day today at work. Awesome! It's our maintenance guy's last day so I'll stick around for lunch but then I'm outta here. Yeah. :D

Love love love,
KZ/DK

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2315 kcal

Fat: 92.23g | Prot: 123.23g | Carbs: 257.45g.   Breakfast: body fortress, milk, kellogg's all bran. Lunch: pizza. Dinner: butter, roll, tomato soup, apple pie, mashed potatos, beef. more...