Jillian04's Journal, 26 May 11

131.2-Slowly but surely going down. I think it's slow because of that time of the month but I'm not upset about it. I've barely been hungry lately which is amazing. Last week I was looking for a diet pill and this week I'm barely hungry. I do get hungry late at night but I think that is because I am not drinking enough water in the evening I do have to work on that.
I'm going to work hard this summer at maintaining at around 129-130. I should be able to do this by eating about 1500 calories. As I said before summer is the worst time for me to lose weight. I'm not motivated enough to restrict myself from everything.
I am going to point pleasant beach on Sunday (jenk's boardwalk) and I tried on my bikini yesterday. It looks ok- I'm not thrilled but it's better than last year. I have this back fat that really annoys me. I feel like my body is at a maintence stage- anything more that I lose will be a constant struggle to keep off. So for now I'm allowing my body time to "reset". Once it becomes more content with this weight I can cut some calories and reset my bodies maintence stage. I'll get there. 2012 will definately be my year to shine (but I won't let that stop me from shining this year)!