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I have been unhealthy for as long as i can remember. Even when i was skinny i knew that something was wrong. I have had to have my thyroid removed and a complete hystorectomy and still i am not at my best. This weight has plaqued me for years and i want a new life. One without the fat and bad health. I look at myself in the mirror and it makes my heart hurt. I am not the person i see. That just can't be me. I have struggled for to long to gain my life. I am a sister, daughter, mother, and I want to know who i am underneath those titles. I have never been loved because i have always settle for less than i deserve. Now its my turn. I'm fighting back. I'm fighting for me. Because i know somewhere lost inside this fat unhealthy and unhappy woman is the person i am. I need ME!
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