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Back for another try.
Hey everyone I'm back to give it another try. It's been a long 6 months and alot has happened.
I'm not sure why I gave up after a month on here last time. I think it just seemed easier then trying.
Food is my friend and my enemy. I love it and I hate it all at the same time. I can't stand to live with it but yearn when I limit myself.
On February 22 a tragedy hit our family pretty hard. My dad was killed in a car accident and it turned mine and my 7 brothers and sisters lives upside down. Not to mention my children, who adored their papa. My dad was my best friend and Living without him has been really hard. Being 35 hasn't lessened the pain. I'm not eating my feelings which is a total amazement to me.
This week I woke up and thought to myself it's time to get on with my life and start living again. So here I am, AGAIN!
I can't promise anything to anyone. I've learned that when you make promises to yourself and you fail then you end up taking it to heart and beating yourself about it. I'm going to take it one day at a time and if I fail tomorrow then so be it. As long as I get up, Dust my pants off, wipe the tears and move forward again then I'm one step ahead of where I was when I fell.
Tania
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