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Nothing like trying on bathing suits to kick my butt into gear!
I leave for a 7 day vacation this Sunday. Jamaica! I'm looking forward to it - but I am DREADING being in a bathing suit. We are going to Jamaica for a wedding so I will know a lot of people there. A lot of people who haven't seen me in ages. I've never been so unfit and so fat in all of my life. The idea of wearing a bathing suit on the beach in front of them makes my stomach lurch. My boyfriend has a nice body - which is a double edged sword. It's nice to have a hot boyfriend, but I'm resentful that my body was completely destroyed after having a baby.
Oh god. I'm going to be that girl - the one with the hot boyfriend that everyone keeps wondering how she got. I just want to bury my head in the sand!
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1429 kcal
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Fat: 32.15g | Prot: 50.46g | Carbs: 196.22g.
Breakfast: Coconut Water (Canned or Bottled), Great Value Frozen Mixed Berries, Oatmeal, Spectrum Chia Seeds, Coffee with Milk. Lunch: Pita Bread, Near East Lentil Rice Pilaf Mix, Hummus, Trader Joe's Dolmas (Stuffed Grape Leaves), Falafel, Raw Vegetable. Dinner: Rose Wine, Lettuce Salad with Assorted Vegetables, Green String Beans, Chicken Drumstick. more...
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2855 kcal
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Exercise:
Standing - 1 hour, Walking (slow) - 3/kph - 1 hour, Walking (moderate) - 5/kph - 1 hour, Resting - 13 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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