Organized Chaos's Journal, 21 Jun 21

Day 20 and 21 cause I’m totally sucking at realizing what day of the week I’m on at this point.

My one treat of pie has turned into a snackcident. I’m waking up every day with good intentions and then by 2 I’m craving cinnamon and sugar toast like a junkie looking for a fix. I also keep waking up at 6 AM with a good intention of working out but I realize now that when I get up at 6 AM I’m not really awake. I don’t think getting on the treadmill is a good idea if I can’t even tie my own shoes. It seems it takes me at least 1 cup of coffee before I can see straight.

Tonight I am trying to get my butt back in gear. I am doing all of the motivating. I’m journaling. I’m looking at food and trying to plan meals. I realized my house has no food in it. I should probably buy healthy food so I have a snack option that isn’t toast. I have gotten on tiktok and I have followed all of the low-carb people that seem to know what they are doing. I am looking up the things people told me to look up.

If someone could sprinkle some pixie dust or fairy farts in my direction to give me some motivation it would be greatly appreciated. Until then, tomorrow is a new day. It’s a fresh start to get this right. A journey doesn’t go in a straight line it’s full of twists and turns and getting lost and refusing to stop at the gas station for directions. It’s stopping every five minutes to pee and insisting on buying items with the names of places then refusing to ever wear these things. I got this. I’m strong. I’m stubborn. I’m willing to take my mouth shut if I have to.

View Diet Calendar, 21 June 2021:
731 kcal Fat: 48.81g | Prot: 58.12g | Carbs: 14.11g.   Breakfast: Great Value Half & Half, Coffee, Kraft American Cheese Slice, Breakfast Best Original Pork Sausage Patties, Chaffle. Lunch: Ranch Salad Dressing , Chicken or Turkey Garden Salad (Chicken and/or Turkey, Tomato and/or Carrots, Other Vegetables). more...

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