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Well, I guess it's a little soon to write another entry, but Imma be a rebel and go at it.
I'm not fat. I have never been. I have always played sports, and have been active. But I have always had a bit of extra chub. Ever since I was in like 3rd grade. It has gotten worse lately though. This is gonna sound really selfish, but I'm popular. And all my friends are skinny. I hang out with them all the time, and they can eat whatever they want, and not gain a pound. My body dosen't work like that. I give it too much food, and it gives it back to me in the form of chub, love handles, and stretch marks. I don't think I should have any of these. I don't deserve them.
This is really personal, but I guess since I'm never meeting any of you people, I can go at it. My little 10 year old sister became anorexic last year. I love her to death, and she almost died. Don't say it's not possible for a girl that young to develope anorexia, cause I can prove you wrong. She was in the hospital two weeks with her life on a thread. But the bad part for me is, when she came home, everything at our house became loaded with fat. Skim milk turned in to whole milk. Fat-free smoothies turned into milkshakes loaded with heavy whipping cream. I gained a whole bunch.
Oh, and if you read my last entry, you can see I am in love with my friend Tyler. He is my age, and has been my bestfriend for 3 years, not to mention, incredibly hot, funny and sweet.
So to say something bad, I'm not doing this to be healthy, I'm doing it to get a guy. FML.
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