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My weight as of Friday Jan 28th was 197lbs. Thia week I plan to get back on track! I just have to keep picking myself back up and up and up again. I have a terrible time sticking with ANYTHING! I want to be a success in my life! With my weight. With my schooling and eventual career. With raising happy and healthy kids! I want to be a good example to them and I want to be proud of myself and have a good self-image and good self-esteem. I want to stop feeling sorry for myself and stop being ashamed of my weight and lack of beauty. I know that I can create myself into thinking I am beautiful, but it takes work, and I need to stop being lazy about everything! And I need to stop telling myself what I need to be doing and just do it.
I am not consistent enough to write on here every day, so weekly will work for me. This week I plan to eat healthier and get some workout days in! Tomorrow I am buying some healthy foods and snacks. Little by little, conscious changes, being accountable for the discust I feel when I look at my reflection. Shouldn't that be enough?!
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