Carmel8sons's Journal, 21 Oct 10

Having a good day food wise. Had a bit of a panic attack when I went to leave house earlier, had to come back . At least the rash cleared up fast. When I get these attacks I get covered in a terrible rash and hives. Like a one with terrible measles. And feels as if my skin is crawling with something. Came out of nowhere. I was in gr8 mood. Went back to sleep after it. I was drained. My sister called up and I feel bit better.Def a weather thing, day so dull here and grey today.

Tomorrow I AM GETTING MY HAIR DONE, whether I like it or not, its nearly down beyond my shoulder blades and so thick its hard to get the brush through it. Not complaining as I've said before I love my hair. AND I won the voucher so all I have to pay for is bus journey, Hair salon 1 hr bus ride away if I'm lucky with traffic.

Last Feb 2009, I got burnt on my breast, arms and wrist, when a fire log exploded out on me, I got letter this morning to see the plastic surgeon about removing the one from my breast. Its small but raised so my doc wants it gone. I've had breast cancer and was lucky in that it was found very eary. I'm very high risk so get a scan every 6mts. That came came also today. Maybe thats what set off attack, I collected the letters on way out of door, and even writing it now I'm getting a bit of a rash. I suppose you never get over the fear. (Strange thing as I dont worry openly bout it)

Another thing upset me today, My granddaughter Katie aged 4 was diagnosed with Restricted growth last month, we applied for a medicial card for her, her injections will be over €1000 a month and thats not the doc's visit included until they are used to giving them, and they turned them down for one. If my daughter in law or son give up work, they will get it. What a system. I've contacted the Government T.D.s (senators), meeting with one tomorrow night at 7. If I get no datification I'm getting on to Micheal Martin, He's local boy made good, introduced The NO SMOKING bann here. My son wont ask or as he say's beg anyone for anything but he'll just have to swallow his pride and do it, they are already nearly in debt with medicial bills, their baby had menigitis in summer and still not well. Life so unfair.

Applied for more jobs on line and lads posted some for me. Oh for a job.


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205 kcal Fat: 1.91g | Prot: 4.70g | Carbs: 43.80g.   Breakfast: Banana, bread. Lunch: Boiled Water. more...

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Oh, Carmel, what a life you have led, and how strong you are! You are an inspiration for your attitude and perseverance. i will be thinking of you and your familyu. 
21 Oct 10 by member: pat g
Things are always seemingly more difficult in dreary weather, so here's hoping there will be a few rays of sunshine coming your way soon. Sounds like you'll have a nice new hairdo for your meeting tomorrow night. I hope you can get the senator to find a way through the system for your son and his family. It certainly sounds like you're ready to go to battle for them and that's very impressive! You go girl! 
21 Oct 10 by member: Sandy701
Its having 8 boys that makes my life seem so full, and yes where anything is concerned about them I'll fight to the end for them, about this I am strong. The first 5 did not have it easy growing up, the other 3 were not used to him being around,they went through the shock of the marraige breakup and the disrespect their father showed them especially when he went. I promised myself they would not be disrespected, or I think DISGARDED would be a better word, again.I am not a shouter or a faceoff type of person but I will ask for help and go to the right people for it. As they & others have said I've a nice way of doing things and still get it done. Yrs ago my dad said to us, "Never be ashamed of asking for help, even if you have to go straight to the President, after all these people's jobs are only there because of us needing them, and we pay their wages," thats so true. i have come across a few " high and mighty ones" over the yrs, but I've told them the very same thing. You be suprised how their manner changes or I'll ask to deal with someone else (in a niced way of course). 
22 Oct 10 by member: Carmel8sons

     
 

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