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It's been years since I have been here to face my weight. I feel like I have turned into a monster and longingly look back at the beauty I once was. I see her as a different person, not an extension of myself. I see pictures and wonder how someone with such spirit and beauty could turn into something so inflated.
Since my last adventure with weight loss, I had a baby! While he is the joy of my life I know that I have given up on myself and am choosing this moment to put a stop to that. I have to remember that I am important to, that taking time to make myself the best I can be won't hurt him. I have to be proud of my body if I want to teach others to be proud of theirs. While I know that I won't wake up tomorrow a size two, I have to find the courage to face myself in the mirror and say "Love yourself no matter what size you are; Love yourself enough to change it."
Just remember that weight is just a number, and if you can't look yourself in the mirror and say "I love you the way you are" Know this.... I do. :)
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116.6 kg
Lost so far: 0 kg.
Still to go: 59.9 kg.
Diet followed: Poorly.
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Gaining 0.1 kg a Week
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