dpush93's Journal, 30 Mar 20

I don’t think I’ve posted about my journey so here it goes.
Pretty much my whole childhood + I was always short and skinny. (95-100lbs) People would tell me to get a hamburger (equally as rude as telling someone they shouldn’t eat - I think anyways).

Then FWD to 19 & pregnant.. I gained 50lbs and had no idea about health and I never really ate well from the start.
After I had my daughter I lost the weight pretty well but then your body isn’t the same afterwards and i started gaining weight. I got up to 125 lbs and that’s the heaviest I’ve been without being pregnant.
When she was 3 I decided to start working out (lifting weights) and eating right.
My BMI quickly started going down and I was obsessed with the gym. I got down to 113lbs and that was my favorite weight - mainly because I felt strong, energized, and muscular.
This lasted for a solid year and then I became pregnant and decided no more gym for me.
After my son is 4 months away from being 2 and I’m at 123-125 lbs and in the same desperation of wanting to be fit again. Gyms are closed obviously but even when they were open I really didn’t have time. Mom, wife, employee, and student.
Now.. I have time. So today I did a homework video on YouTube and I felt like death. Lol. But I’m ready to eat right again and to feel confident.
This is where I want to be back at.