sunshinetryde's Journal, 20 May 19

Looking back at a year ago- June 18, 2018. I was about 20 pounds lighter.
Odd thing about this, after being separated (now finally divorced) I am so much happier and gain weight like it’s second nature. When I was married, depressed- blah blah blah, it was easier to lose weight. I was ‘sick’ I starved myself and purged often. So desperate to be like her or better than her to try to keep our family together. After I decided I was tired of competing with something that was not worth it , I became happy. Maybe too happy :) ?!?!
I really am. Except the struggle of getting down to a decent weight of 150. If I can get back to last summers 165 I would be jumping for joy.
Now I fear with school ending and being home more that I might eat more. Grrr. I dislike summer months
Here’s to trying..!

View Diet Calendar, 20 May 2019:
1098 kcal Fat: 59.61g | Prot: 88.86g | Carbs: 43.65g.   Breakfast: Kroger Pepper Jack Cheese, Kroger Low Fat Cottage Cheese, Simple Truth Organic Extra Firm Tofu, Roma Tomatoes. Lunch: Kroger Santa Fe Chicken Salad Kit. Dinner: Kroger Low Fat Cottage Cheese, Kroger Pepper Jack Cheese, Heritage Farm Chicken Breast with Rib Meat, Fresh Selections Chicken Caesar Salad. Snacks/Other: Kroger White Cheddar Flavored Rice Cakes. more...
214 kcal Exercise: Apple Health - 24 hours. more...

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