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I'm just altogether way too stressed out right now...
1) I'm worried about just making sure I'm doing everything I need to be doing for school right now, which honestly isn't very much stuff...
2) Our landlord is trying to screw us big time, and probably wants to try and kick us out...
3) I want to buy the house that I've been talking about on 3 acres. After looking at like 10 other places, that one has the most potential for resale value, even though it needs so much work. The offer is a bit higher than I wanted but, it's still not that outrageous. I want to make the offer. I want to accept their price and move forward. I don't know if I should, my dad wants me to offer like 2k less than their offer but they said they can't go lower than their price because of what they owe on the house... God it's 2k, I mean yes I'm "poor" right now, but 2k isn't THAT much money.
3) My effin' Blackberry broke on Saturday. Had to spend 300 bucks I didn't have to get a new one. Now my new one is being a douche, and won't register my school email on it, so I'm not getting emails or notifications which is driving me crazy because I could just have paid like 20 bucks for a PHONE if that's all I wanted it to do.
I WANT TO CRY. Just sit in the corner and CRY. I cannot handle this right now at all. Luckily I haven't turned to food to help my stress, I've actually avoided food, but I am so pissed, scared, anxious, upset, nervous, worried, annoyed... GOD. I am seriously going to go cry right now. Crying burns calories, right?
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1421 kcal
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Fat: 38.39g | Prot: 67.22g | Carbs: 218.38g.
Breakfast: Fiber One Oats and Chocolate, Activia Light. Lunch: Sabra Hummus, Cracker Bread. Dinner: Yellow Sweet Corn, Bushs Maple Cured Bacon Baked Beans, Green Giant Creamed Spinach, Sea Best Gold Tilapia. Snacks/Other: great value applesauce, Mini Babybel Gouda, Lean Pockets Ham and Cheese, Weight Watchers Giant Cone. more...
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2939 kcal
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Exercise:
Wii Active & More Active - 1 hour and 3 minutes, Housework - 15 minutes, Walking (slow) - 3/kph - 25 minutes, Sitting - 6 hours, Driving - 1 hour, BMR - 15 hours and 17 minutes. more...
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Awww....sweetie, I'm SO sorry you're in such a mess emotionally right now. I'd SWEAR we're experiencing some of the same shit, but years apart and miles apart. That's how I felt last week! Like sitting in a corner and crying my eyes out. I'm not one that cries very easily - well, except for commercials and movies and stuff - but day to day stuff? Almost never. Not that it's necessarily a good thing NOT to cry, either, just that it's not "me". But there I was. So I get it, I understand. But I have to tell you that it's WONDERFUL and AMAZING that you didn't turn to food to comfort yourself! Really! That's something to be very proud of - something you can take with you all the time. You found pain and discomfort and anxiety AND didn't decide to stuff it all down with food. That, alone, is worth celebrating._____________________________ Uck! Phones! I thought my new droid was effin' up, but it just needed some updates or something. I hate it when my electronics mess up - we're just not made to survive without them anymore. I'd be pissed, too. ________________________________I guess it's no help to say that things seem to happen for a reason and that things also have a way of working out in spite of our best intentions. Hang in there, toots. Tomorrow will be a better day. I understand about 2 grand holding up the deal, but that may be one of those things that's meant to get in the way so that the right thing can happen. Or hell, it could just be 2 grand, too! I'm sorry you're so down. I wish I could send you a hug! Take care of yourself tonight. Pour a glass of wine or something - hot tea, hot chocolate...frosty beer? Anything, and take a long, bubbly bath, and stick a pillow under your head. Read a book if you love reading, or listen to some music or just try to let your mind go blank for a while. Sometimes a little bit of self-pampering can go a long way. Take it easy, okay? hugs to you
01 Jun 10 by member: redwinelover
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Hang in there hun..i to know how you feel. If you need go cry....do it! Let it out....keeping It in does not make matters better. Because once you let it out the answer to your own questions will come to you.
Oh and good job on not going to food to feel better. Hugs!
Felita
02 Jun 10 by member: arianalj
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