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Okay, so yesterday didn't go so well. I did great in the morning, ate nothing all day, and even on the train home was doing well, then my husband called and said he wanted to go out to dinner because the kids were gone ... I caved. I'm a bad, bad girl. But today my hopes and spirits are up. Maybe I'm just not ready to lose. I feel out of control. No matter how hard I try, there is always a bump in the road. The first time around, the weight just fell off. I had no problems staying focused and I loved to work out. Now everything feels like a chore. I haven't worked out in how long now and all I want to do is eat. I'm defintely not the same.
But today I am going to try to force myself through the weekend and have my way be stronger than my will or vice versa, I don't know. I have to work all weekend from home, which is good, because hopefully my husband will not have a bad influence on me. I just need for the weather to break and start warming up some. I definitely need spring. Think thin!!
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